Forgiveness

As the holidays approach, I find myself wanting to clear my paths to make way for the season of Love and Joy.  Part of that clearing is about forgiveness.

Forgiving myself, for the mistakes of the past, and forgiving others that I share human experiences with.  Forgiveness is my focus this week.  I don't want to be distracted by that old baggage.  I want to clear myself of all blame, bitterness, anger and grief.  

There are many tools to help us release and to forgive.  Some people write letters, some people use prayer, some have body work or energy work done, and some people use their own personal ceremonies to accomplish this.  If you're stuck for ideas and you feel overwhelmed at the prospect of working through issues of the past to find forgiveness whether for yourself or others, then do a search online to find something that speaks to your deepest heart.  I searched forgiveness chants, and a whole host of forgiveness exercises came up.

The energy of forgiveness, especially in forgiving yourself, allows for the most wonderful healing to occur.  It also makes you feel light years younger.

Have a good week.

Unexpected Treasure

Just a quick post (hopefully).  I can be pretty long winded.

I want to share how injuries can be wonderful gifts.


Have you ever noticed how you might keep injuring yourself.  Then you have a life changing shift in perception, and suddenly you're not doing that any more?

On Friday afternoon I was rushing about trying to get way too much done.  I was walking in through my front door with my hands full, and the door wasn't quite open wide enough, and I got an awful jolt when I hit it with my right shoulder.

And then I did something I've never done before.  I forgot all about it.  I remember experiencing rage, and then suddenly nothing.  My hands were full, I was busy, I bumped into a door--keep working!!!

I was with some friends later that evening and I realized my shoulder was swollen, and I thought "hmmm, inflammation.  I wonder what that's all about."

By the end of the evening I couldn't lift my arm.

The next morning I continued to use it even though I had very little motion.  And I kept wondering if I was getting bursitis, or some such.

That afternoon, I was seeing a visiting friend out to her car, and I turned to come back in through the front door, and the skin on my shoulder barely made contact with the door, but it was enough to awaken my body memory.  And then I remembered that I had bashed into the door on my way through almost 24 hours earlier.  But it wasn't until later that evening, when I could no longer move it at all in any direction, and the pain was excruciating, that my body memory reminded me that I had experienced this before, 28 years ago, and that Shoulder was most likely broken.

This is a pretty bad time for me to have this kind of an injury.  As an energy worker, I can do healing sessions with consciousness, and by distance.  This injury doesn't impact that kind of work.

But I am also the book binder for our family run press.  And we just released a book.  I am the only binder we have.  And I hand bind in small batches of six books at a time.  As quickly as I can.  A busted shoulder definitely has an impact on this kind of work.  And this time it's my right shoulder (my dominant hand).

"Two weeks," I told Mike.  That's how long it took 28 years ago, just to start using left shoulder again.

So here's the treasure part.  Sometimes when you have an injury, especially when you break something, you get an energy release.  I cracked into that shoulder, and rage was released! But that wasn't the only benefit.

Big life changes in just one little week.  In my relationships, in my work life, and in how I relate to myself.  Amazing.  Like cracking open a golden egg and releasing the richness within.  Such a huge shift in perception.

I'm not talking about looking for the silver lining, I'm talking about being showered with blessings.

So what's a little bone pain?  Excruciating? Yes!  But so worth it.

And a relatively easy shift in perception, is also allowing for accelerated healing to take place.  In other words, there is no longer a need to be injured.  Lesson learned, benefits reaped.  Let's get on with the healing.