I want to share how injuries can be wonderful gifts.
Have you ever noticed how you might keep injuring yourself. Then you have a life changing shift in perception, and suddenly you're not doing that any more?
And then I did something I've never done before. I forgot all about it. I remember experiencing rage, and then suddenly nothing. My hands were full, I was busy, I bumped into a door--keep working!!!
I was with some friends later that evening and I realized my shoulder was swollen, and I thought "hmmm, inflammation. I wonder what that's all about."
By the end of the evening I couldn't lift my arm.
The next morning I continued to use it even though I had very little motion. And I kept wondering if I was getting bursitis, or some such.
That afternoon, I was seeing a visiting friend out to her car, and I turned to come back in through the front door, and the skin on my shoulder barely made contact with the door, but it was enough to awaken my body memory. And then I remembered that I had bashed into the door on my way through almost 24 hours earlier. But it wasn't until later that evening, when I could no longer move it at all in any direction, and the pain was excruciating, that my body memory reminded me that I had experienced this before, 28 years ago, and that Shoulder was most likely broken.
This is a pretty bad time for me to have this kind of an injury. As an energy worker, I can do healing sessions with consciousness, and by distance. This injury doesn't impact that kind of work.
But I am also the book binder for our family run press. And we just released a book. I am the only binder we have. And I hand bind in small batches of six books at a time. As quickly as I can. A busted shoulder definitely has an impact on this kind of work. And this time it's my right shoulder (my dominant hand).
"Two weeks," I told Mike. That's how long it took 28 years ago, just to start using left shoulder again.
So here's the treasure part. Sometimes when you have an injury, especially when you break something, you get an energy release. I cracked into that shoulder, and rage was released! But that wasn't the only benefit.
Big life changes in just one little week. In my relationships, in my work life, and in how I relate to myself. Amazing. Like cracking open a golden egg and releasing the richness within. Such a huge shift in perception.
I'm not talking about looking for the silver lining, I'm talking about being showered with blessings.
So what's a little bone pain? Excruciating? Yes! But so worth it.
And a relatively easy shift in perception, is also allowing for accelerated healing to take place. In other words, there is no longer a need to be injured. Lesson learned, benefits reaped. Let's get on with the healing.
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